Sunday, October 18, 2009

My Last Words

Who chooses my eternity in heaven with you God, You or me?
It is impossible to anticipate His eternal plan and not be fearful of leaving my family,
I feel my time with them is so incomplete.
No one has reached into my soul and assured me
I keep saying I will know and will feel the Peace-the Plan.
I am waiting, I am waiting..
Is the greatest gift really patience?
There is no losing when you know that God has you forever
He has taught me so much in my walk on earth and now how dare I not embrace the journey, no matter the length or the depth?
Trust my child, you must!!!
My body is deteriorating and it frightens me so
But I will be whole in His presence, He promises me so..
I lay the toughest thoughts I have ever imagined at His graceful feet,
Believing He will smile me through and through with the divine answers
He has in His hands.
I lift my enormous love for Mike, Dane and Lyndee to envelope me as only family love can.
I so never knew I could love people this much. May they know, so it becomes a part of them.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Beautifully said Denise , We all who know Christ as our savior will take this journey one day...your in my prayers daily.
Pam Edwards

Anonymous said...

God is with you and He is shining through you. In this place and in this time you shine in a way no other can and in His time and in His place You are being used by Him in a way no other can. Shine for Him!!

Also, know that He loves you more than you can believe or accept and so many others love you too!

I love you, miss you, and pray for you!

God Bless and Keep you!

Joanne Flower

Anonymous said...

Denise, My little pal, I love you and miss you so. I am so pleased with the bonding of your family and with God.
Love you,
Lynda

dawn said...

Dear old friends,
So sorry to hear of your loss. I am sitting here reading Denise's beautiful words on her blog and praying for her family. May she rest in peace.

Love, Dawn and Gary Foster

Anonymous said...

My dear, dear Denise,
You have shown us how it's done. So much grace and dignity. I know God has opened his arms and wrapped you in love.
While we are here on earth we will miss you. But with Gods Grace we will meet again in a place far better. I am praying for your family that their sadness be replaced with all the beautiful memories you created while you were here.
Dea