It has been a terribly long, emotional day. I didn't sleep well last night as I worried about what was going to happen with the property next door... especially once the next rain comes... How come we can't put a small addition on a house but he can move TONS and TONS of earth and impact so many people without any permits? I just SO HATE injustice and feeling victimized. It is like I am in mourning. I had this wonderful, peaceful home for only a few weeks and I was thrust into "ha ha, you don't deserve it, oh we feel so sorry for you, nothing you can do about it" I have cried almost non-stop all day. I actually stood in my back door and screamed "GO AWAY" ... I never scream and I try to never cry, especially if someone will see me and pity me. Today I wrenched in tears and no one cared, no one heard me and I want to run away. Oh yes, no doubt I am over-reacting if this is not YOUR dream... This too shall pass, I hear in a small rational part of my brain, but reality is I want to run a million miles away... away from the friends I never had and the people who are so quick to judge, so slow to help.
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